by Lucy M.
This is just to say
I still don’t think I fucked with your feelings half as much as you fucked with mine
But if it turns out heartbreak isn’t a zero sum game like that
And your hurt isn’t relative
Well then I’m sorry
And I don’t know how to say
“Don’t feel rejected.
In December I want to come back and marry you”
Because that is crazy talk
But something maybe like:
If you want to do this
We will do this again
We will be explicit:
“Let’s fall madly in love,
Uninterrupted, for at least 5 months”
And actually make a go of it